You always do this to me. as hard as i try to hate you, its impossible. i’ve never been completely over you, which is sad, considering we were never together. i try to pretend i dont feel this way. the worst part is that you know how i feel. you know, and you tease. you know no matter what you can always come back to me and that ill always let you in. i dont know why, but theres just something about you. no matter how hard i try its you i think about. it makes me feel stupid. thanks. im really done with this. i dont want to feel like this anymore. especially for you.
when i feel nothing, its when i want to feel the most
and when i feel, i just wish it would all go away
